Everything listed under: Daniel Peeks

  • Men and Emotion

    Today Mary Breshears and Daniel Peeks join me for an interesting discussion regarding marriage and how men react to their wives when they get emotional.  I think that both men and women will find today's show to be helpful.  

    Men and Emotion

  • Communication in Marriage

    Today Daniel Peeks hosts a conversation with Bev Elliott about communication in marriage. They’re going to probe into those issues that precede communication breakdown and then provide some practical thoughts on how to improve the communication in your marriage.

    Communication in Marriage

  • Recovering From Divorce #2: The Blame Game


    We’re cogs in a machine, to put it one way.  We go about our lives spinning away, connecting with other cogs, disconnecting from others.  Along the way our cogs and the cogs of others get worn, some even get chipped or broken if the relational coupling was traumatic.  The point is, when two cogs couple for life, they are not pristine, perfectly machined, perfectly lubricated workers.  Rather, they come together in a miraculous coupling of imperfection.  The goal is to spin together for life, but for some reason or another, about 40-50% don’t (APA, 2016).  Coupled cogs that collide rather than spin complimentarily through relationship are going to fail.  Some catastrophically.


    Blaming the other cog for the relational problems that led to the divorce is common.   Which cog is to blame?  Well, obviously it is the one that’s the most broken and screwed up, right?  Those believing its the other’s fault adjusted more positively post-divorce, according to one study.  Those who take responsibility for the marriage failing have a more negative view of themselves post-divorce (Amato & Previti, 2003).  Well, if that cog wasn’t so jagged and screwed up, why did the “pristine” one decide to marry it?  Why did the “broken” cog decide to couple with the “pristine” one?  Well, obviously, the broken believed they could be healed by the pristine.  Or is that what the pristine one thought?  Maybe the broken one doesn’t even realize they’re broken.  But it’s so obvious, isn’t it?  What if the pristine one really isn’t all that pristine, but rather quite broken, too?  What if the broken cog is actually spinning more smoothly than the pristine cog?  What if the pristine cog’s expectations were set so high that the broken cog, regardless of its true condition, could never meet those pristine expectations?  What if the broken cog is just broken and will never spin smoothly in conjunction with another regardless of the circumstances?  Which cog is to blame?  Enter divorce: it doesn’t matter.


    If relationships are viewed as cycles of interactions, then there is no real beginning and no real end.  Where does the water cycle begin?  Where does the astronomical cycle begin?  Relational cycles follow a similar pattern of no real beginning and no real end.  In relationships, trying to pinpoint who is to blame is only a distraction from the real problem—the cycle itself is to blame.  Some cycles are more likely to fail and do.


    For those struggling with divorce or who have gone through a divorce, the blame game is probably something you’re very familiar with.  The blamer and the blamed have a rough life ahead of them if they believe the faulty thinking that someone is to blame for the failed marriage.  There are definitely some overt actions or behaviors that led to the divorce: an affair(s), drugs, alcohol, abuse, neglect, or work.  All of these actions or behaviors, however, did not occur in a relational vacuum.  The cycle of interaction led to many of these behaviors.  Many of them were brought into the relationship prior to the marriage, but they were maintained or exacerbated by the relational cycle.


    The hardest lesson to learn from a divorce is that the marriage was a cycle of interactions and for every action there is a reaction.  For every relational need unfulfilled is an attempt for it to be filled.   In other cases the need simply gets muted, only to fuel resentment and contempt.  Some attempts at fulfillment were way outside the marital bounds and others were so armored in anger that they got lost in the escalating arguments.  We communicate our feelings and needs in the best way we can given the emotional circumstances.  Often our best isn’t good enough.  Our abilities as husband and wife are often overwhelmed by the cycle.  When there seems to be no other way out, enter divorce.  


    The good news is the cycle doesn’t have to repeat itself.  The cycle, though it destroyed one relationship, can be reconditioned to aid in new ones.  Cogs don’t have to hammer away at each other but can be realigned and smoothed out so that they spin together in harmony.  That process begins with self awareness: understanding how you interact in relationship with others.

    Ultimately, it’s our brokenness from being fallen beings in a fallen world that results in circumstances such as divorce.  Brokenness will be the focus of my next installment.

  • Recovering From Divorce: Introduction

    The label doesn’t help: Divorced.  


    All of a sudden your entire identity is pressed through this meat grinder and what comes out seemingly doesn’t look very appealing.  Not only that, you don’t feel very appealing.  There is both an internal and external stigma to divorce; no other life experience can really relate to this ordeal.  It is often said that divorce is “the death of a relationship.”  The problem with that analogy is that most people aren’t accused of killing their loved one, whereas in divorce, there is the perception that everyone is thinking that.  The question of who’s at fault gets tossed around like a hot potato by participants, family members, friends and colleagues and the stigma associated with being the one “to blame” doesn’t sit well nor is it entirely accurate.


    Divorce is an unintended consequence of brokenness.  We are all broken.  It cannot be said that all divorces are bad and without merit.  Such black and white thinking dismisses the complex brokenness and infidelity of human beings.  For some, divorce can be a life-saving ordeal, freeing them from an abusive spouse.  For others, divorce is an escape from an unhealthy relationship destined for failure.  It behooves me, for those not experiencing remorseless abuse or physical violence, to seek help in repairing or rekindling a broken marriage, but such endeavors for reconciliation will be fruitless ventures if both are not on board to work through the mess.  And it is a mess.


    Whether you initiated the divorce or you are on the receiving end of it, the experience leaves one feeling a wide range of deeply disturbing emotions.  Only a psychopath can go through the process of divorce and not endure some incredibly powerful and, at times, contradictory emotions.  Maybe the worst part of divorce, emotionally, is the ambivalence.  You cannot simply have one set of complimentary feelings, either good or bad, to deal with throughout the process—they have to shift and change and you feel tossed about like the old man and the sea.  One minute you’re feeling the some semblance of acceptance and the next you are reeling from the incredible anger and hurt.


    Even when a divorce is understandable and biblically grounded, the road for the initiator is not an easy one.  Shame and guilt are probably the two most prevalent emotions, but those emotions can be mixed with relief, sadness, resentment, bitterness, doubt, and anxiety.  Depending on what happened during the marriage and the reasons for the divorce, those emotions, if not processed and dealt with, will follow that individual into the next marriage.  This is one potential reason for why divorce for those married a second time jumps from 50% to 60%.


    The Journey for the recipient is a rollercoaster of fear, anger, anxiety, depression, and abandonment and rejection.  For some, building a wall of resentment and blame for the divorce provides cold comfort, but for those longing for future companionship any future relationship will be viewed through this lens of hurt and pain which will not go unnoticed.  In other cases, maybe those taking full responsibility for the divorce, will live life a shattered individual feeling inadequate or unworthy to try marriage again.  Roughly 53% of divorced individuals attempt marriage again.


    Everything gets questioned going through a divorce.  It’s the uncommonly strong individual, or the sociopath, who doesn’t question their faith, value system, mental wellbeing, or personal choices while going through a divorce.  How can a good God let this happen?  How could I have married such a person?  What have I done?  I can’t believe this is happening to me!  How did I screw this up?  What’s wrong with him/her/me?


    What about the kids?  The best case scenario for divorce is that there are no kids forced through this relational demolition.  The roles of husband and wife may be over; the role of parent never ends.  The problem with human emotion is when it is flooding our bodies, we become incredibly egocentric.  It’s self-preservation.  Kids don’t see it that way.  Often they feel left by the wayside by parents who seem too preoccupied with their own situation and affected emotions to deal with the kids’.  in order to reduce the damage divorce does to the children parents should be aware and seek out how the children are doing emotionally.  Simply asking about their day and getting them to soccer practice won’t cut it.  Parents need to engage the children on how their feeling, reassure them, validate their feelings, and help them feel as comforted as possible.  Remember, even if divorce is ultimately a good thing, change is never easy and straightforward.  Children handle divorce in different ways at different ages.  Being able to meet the child where they’re at developmentally is essential to helping them cope.  This is making the best out of a bad situation.  Unfortunately, no one escapes the collateral damage.


    The divorced make up a greater percent of the population than the widowed in the 21st century.  This is a relatively new phenomenon.  For millennia, death was the most common reason for marriages to end. Today, it is divorce.  Divorce should not have to be something you go through alone.  There is hope and there is help for those experiencing the collateral damage of divorce.  In an upcoming series of blogs, I hope to offer insights, perspectives and resources to help you in working through  recovering from the heartbreak of divorce.   

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    The Mistress

    “The man that thinks he loves his mistress for her own sake is mightily mistaken."

    - Francois de La Rochefoucauld

     

    Fantasy is synonymous with any affair; reality is ruinous to an affair.

    A married man or woman engaged in a secretive relationship outside of his or her marriage is engaging in an affair.

    What constitutes the relationship?  The obvious answer is any relationship with another person.

    However, humans can have relationships of all kinds; with all kinds.

    Take a man whose wife visits him during his lunch break.

    They take a walk, hold hands, eat a tasty and satisfying lunch, are engrossed in conversation, and end with a short kiss on the cheek.  And immediately after she departs, the first thing this man has on his mind is the attractive colleague in the next office with whom he’s been sharing many a similar moment.

    Take the same lunch date, and yet the man’s thoughts aren’t immediately focused on a certain, attractive woman, but on the next shot of liquor, line of cocaine, or strip club.

    The feelings; the urges; the desires are very similar, though the object of these thoughts and feelings are not the same.

    The Mistress can take almost any form and provide the same result: illusion—

    A false sense of comfort, affirmation, connection, or escape.  It regulates the nerves through emotional paralysis.  The Mistress permeates the life of its benefactor.

    Porn isn’t cheating; many men think.

    Taking drugs or over-drinking isn’t cheating; most everyone would agree.

    Having sex with another woman or man—that’s cheating.

    Yet, is it not cheating when a husband takes time and energy away from his wife and family to watch pornography without their knowledge?

    Is the hurt the husband feels not understandable when he comes home after a typical commute to find his wife starting her third glass of wine and not the first as she had previously told him?

    Most feel betrayed—Their marriage undermined by these objects.

    Secrets can damage committed relationships.

    How is it not cheating?  It’s a life apart from the spouse.  It’s colluding oneself to an object or relationship outside of the marital commitment.

    That commitment is designed to fulfill needs that can only be met within the boundaries of marriage.

    Most people can’t name these unmet needs.

    Most are unaware of their existence and the deep level of influence they have on our lives.

    The short list of needs consists of security, love, meaning, and belonging.

    We are wired for relationship, and if the ones we have aren’t fulfilling, we’ll find them artificially,

    Or mute the desire.

    Is it self love or self loathing that precipitates an affair?  Is it self preservation or self destruction that maintains it?  The emotional conditions ripe for affairs are many.

    For most, they revolve around unmet relational needs—too much of a bad thing; not enough of a good thing, or a mixture of both.

    Vices seduce by introducing themselves as virtue: fulfilling needs that, seemingly, can’t otherwise be met.

    Those courting a mistress, be it drugs, alcohol, porn, or anything else, would state they had it under control; they could stop at any time.  Many would be lying, and not just to their spouse or significant other; they’d be lying to themselves.